I can already tell he’s gonna be spoiled. #kitten #rescued #boyfriend (Taken with Instagram)
lets see if we can make this work. the fact that not even an hour after you told me you wanted to take a break, you sent messages to 7 or 8 girls on facebook? thats real mature, it really hurts me. i love you very dearly, and i have been so stressed out lately with work(not that you seem to care much) but you see that every day i come home i have more and more bruises and scratches on me. im sorry that i havent treated you very well lately, but i thought that forever ment forever. maybe i should trust you alittle more, but considering the fact that i have already caught you texting some other girl trying to meet up and stuff i dont have much trust, but i guess thats really all that i have left to go on. i was up all night crying and this morning at work i was a zombie but then i got to thinking about you, and our situation. that i dont need you, especially if you are going to talk and treat me the way that you have, with grabbing and pushing me leaving bruises on me. so i guess after tonight ill have made up my mind on what im going to do… but im still so confused..
so today marks a year with my lovely boyfriend, it went by so last. there have been ups and downs, but i wouldn’t change a thing. i adore this boy, i cant wait to see what is in store for us. :)
and also this sunday is my ex that i was with for nearly 2 years birthday. it has been hard getting over him. i was creeping on his facebook today and i actually dont give a shit anymore. its strange looking at pictures and not having any emotional connection to them… but i actually dont give a fuck. i never thought i was gonna be able to get over him.. but seeing pictures of him and his current girlfriend having a good time doesn’t bother me anymore. good for him, i hope he is happy. and i just remember he was in my life for some reason, maybe i dont know that reason yet… but there is no reason to be bitter about it. im glad he is happy. and im glad im happy.